I remember telling my sister @ladykroach, âI donât think I can do this.â
âJust go up and tell your story and then itâll all be over.â
This #TBT is from Creative Mornings this past spring. I was WILDLY depressed and suffered with EXTREME anxiety.
My topic: COURAGE.
The hosts didnât know. The audience didnât hear me say it. I got up there and spoke on bravery, Antarctica, exploring alone, blah, blah, blah.
But that blah, blah, blah ignited a ton of fire in a room full of people. All from a woman who didnât recognize herself anymore.
I lost my identity while caring for my mother as she fought #lymphoma. My GREAT accomplishments of reaching my goal became a quiet whisper as I was divinely assigned to care for her. From Aug 2017-May 2018 I battled depression for the first time and anxiety in HEAPS like never before.
HOWEVER
I rose.
I pushed.
I prayed.
I spent time in nature.
I believed.
I received counsel.
I had therapy.
I cried in my Momâs lap.
I exercised.
I ate well.
I prayed.
I cried in my pregnant sisterâs lap.
I read the Word.
I exercised.
I meditated.
I got counseling.
I prayed.
I went up for prayer.
I spent time in nature.
I worked.
I booked speaking engagements.
I wrote.
I prayed.
I forgave myself for being too hard on myself.
I looked in the mirror and smiled.
Iâve learned the agenda of the enemy.
He desires to get into my HEAD to STOP the work of my HANDS.
If he can get in your head, your hands will stop. Your feet will stop. Youâll be frozen, paralyzedâunproductive.
BUT when you understand his strategy, you LEVEL UP with YOURS.
You do the work to BLOCK and BRUCE LEE KICK those thoughts away and combat them with DECLARATIONS and the TRUTH.
Today (if youâre still reading),
take the time to share this with someone who may need a LIFT or some encouragement. Let them know that a girl who traveled to all seven continents before the age of 30, came back home and fell FLAT on her faceâand then RELENTLESSLY bounced BACK. And they can too.
You can not only BOUNCE back, but you can get your BOUNCE back.
LEAN on each other and LOVE on each other. Thatâs why weâre here.
#GoDoBe
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Wonderful, wonderful lesson and words of encouragement. This just proves, with Godâeven when weâre down, weâre not out. We have to gather up the strength and Godâs grace to resist and make him flee. Great piece.
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Woah! âGather up the strength of Godâs Grace!â I LOVE that!
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Can I quote you on that?
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